I've actually been quite a mess lately, if anyone would take the time to notice.
It seems when you want affection you don't receive it, but when you just want to be alone and sulk the whole entire universe is by your side. How is that fair?
Well, I am beginning to realize that the world is 100 percent not fair. And, to achieve anything in life, you really just have to keep chugging forward.
I think that I am in need of a complete renewal of my mind, body, and soul. I need to eat right, exercise, take care of myself, and NOT STRESS. I need to just be more laid back, understanding, and trusting.
There are a lot of people that I have cut out of my life because they don't understand the changes that I need to go through. They don't understand my sufferings and my heartaches. They don't realize the sources of my worries and stresses. And you know what? If those people can't be there during my rough times, they do not deserve to be there during my best times. If they are willing to constantly undermine me and the things important to me in my life, they are not worth my time. It is time to let go.
Besides, there are plenty of people that are there for me no matter what, and I need to start giving those people more credit and appreciation. I need to give them my trust and my affection.
And so it is for myself and those people that I am going to renew myself.
What have I realized so far? I think the biggest things are that I need to let go of the past, be understanding, and just plain out laugh and be happy.
In order to do that I need to be less stressed. I have started watching documentaries about health and happiness, and some of the tips and studies have truly been helpful so far. I've started a journey to track my eating, activities, moods and health. We will see how it goes.
Now, after a silly experience with the internet, I think it is time for me to cuddle up next to my love and go to bed.
Good night beautiful world.
xx
It seems when you want affection you don't receive it, but when you just want to be alone and sulk the whole entire universe is by your side. How is that fair?
Well, I am beginning to realize that the world is 100 percent not fair. And, to achieve anything in life, you really just have to keep chugging forward.
I think that I am in need of a complete renewal of my mind, body, and soul. I need to eat right, exercise, take care of myself, and NOT STRESS. I need to just be more laid back, understanding, and trusting.
There are a lot of people that I have cut out of my life because they don't understand the changes that I need to go through. They don't understand my sufferings and my heartaches. They don't realize the sources of my worries and stresses. And you know what? If those people can't be there during my rough times, they do not deserve to be there during my best times. If they are willing to constantly undermine me and the things important to me in my life, they are not worth my time. It is time to let go.
Besides, there are plenty of people that are there for me no matter what, and I need to start giving those people more credit and appreciation. I need to give them my trust and my affection.
And so it is for myself and those people that I am going to renew myself.
What have I realized so far? I think the biggest things are that I need to let go of the past, be understanding, and just plain out laugh and be happy.
In order to do that I need to be less stressed. I have started watching documentaries about health and happiness, and some of the tips and studies have truly been helpful so far. I've started a journey to track my eating, activities, moods and health. We will see how it goes.
Now, after a silly experience with the internet, I think it is time for me to cuddle up next to my love and go to bed.
Good night beautiful world.
xx
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